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The Diary

by Inner Missing

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1.
Premonitions 07:08
Come with me Let’s contemplate This scarlet sunset Is doomed and so are we Celebrate with me these last peaceful hours Let’s solemnize the end Pandora’s Box is open and there is no way back The joy and laughter will be soon taken from us We are still oblivious but the verdict has been made Before long, the infernal joke is to be unveiled The premonitions are ripping through me Piercing the fabric of consciousness Abhorrent visions smolder beneath the eyelids And I cannot drive them away The signs were all there in the open but we couldn’t decipher them Even if we could – this would not have changed a thing We are spiraling downwards unable to withstand the fate We are spiraling downwards while the living envy the dead The signs were all there in the open but we couldn’t decipher them We are spiraling downwards while the living envy the dead
2.
The Onset 06:30
Awakened from the unquiet slumber Into the crumbling world Emerging from the maze of nightmares Into a living nightmare without end Distorted faces everywhere Grinning with delight, anticipating slaughter Raucous voices are merging into a choir Chanting the anthems of death and decay The wind is tearing the flesh from the skulls I can hear them coming, I can hear them coming The smell of rot permeates the air They are marching on, they are marching on This can’t be real This can’t be happening to me, I must be going mad This can’t be real What fiendish abyss, what warped fantasy has begotten these abominations This can’t be real This can’t be happening to me, I must be going mad This can’t be real One winter morning the snowflakes fell to the ground, melted and turned to blood
3.
Departure 06:59
These walls remembered so many stories, so many tragedies These walls turned out to be so fragile that the ringing silence shattered them to smithereens Traitor by necessity, now I leave you undefended There is no time for long goodbyes, the wind is getting stronger and the void between us is already insurmountable Kaleidoscope of flamboyant memories Vibrant phantasmagoria passing before my eyes Imbibing the images like venom from the air I am trying to etch in my mind every of these last seconds Will I rejoice the freedom or will I regret the mistakes? The die has been cast, it’s too late to hang back Should I seek forgiveness or should I seek revenge? The noose is tightening Just one last glance, just one last breath No one will mourn me, there is no more pretence Nothing is left behind and nothing awaits ahead Only the memories to relieve again and again
4.
Echoes, only echoes in the void We are standing on the threshold of eternity Souls of glass scattered across the timeline And still our goal is far, so far from reach The lights are fading one by one like in a fever dream The wordless song is filling the room A pile of letters from the past remains unread It’s getting darker around me All the attempts to delay the unavoidable are left behind In this vortex of swirling darkness I hold my head high The world shuts down, the flags we have chosen are now ablaze Breathing but lifeless, we need to rise higher, we need to be one step ahead of them Gravity pulls me down and the stellar winds are dazzling No more hiding in the blind spot, no more lurking in the shades Letters from the past remain unread, and the fire licks the pages Time to burn, time to burn, time to burn brighter than the sun
5.
Hiraeth 07:16
What is the depth of the abyss That can be reached in searched of light? What is the price of self-deception? The ghostlike clouds are closing in I stand on an empty shore And the last boat is sailing out of sight. Your leaden skies under which I was reborn a thousand times Still hold me captive, wrapped in a grey shroud The inspiration was so ardent In every verse I praised you I always knew that the parting is inevitable And you will be the last to laugh Every time I close my eyes The maelstrom of memories pulls me under To the nebulous maze of empty streets Where the otherworldly is always near You were eerie in your splendor Now you are sublime in your decay The specters are still here The specters are standing guard The raging storm ripped off all the masks You true face is now revealed in all its horror Waves collide, the ragged horizon is falling apart I can only hate you but you’ll always be a part of me You were eerie in your splendor Now you are sublime in your decay The specters are still here standing guard One day I will stand among them
6.
Null 07:13
This is the place where it all started This is the place where it will all end, where life and death are molded together If you have failed – maybe I will not? What if I still have a grain of belief, buried so deep that to reveal it I need to be torn apart? Flocks of black birds are covering the sky They came out of my nightmares and don’t intend to return The blood that was spilled once is turning into scarlet darkness In this pre dawn stillness I am counting down the heartbeats Null: we are sojourners with no destination Null: we are prisoners in a cage with no walls Isn’t it obvious – we were lied to all this time The hateful journey takes place within point zero After the eternity spent in exile and ordeals Someone will finally return home but it won’t be me

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released March 7, 2024

Music and lyrics by Sigmund
Arrangements by Melaer

Session musicians: Kublai Kapsalis - guitars
Mixed and mastered by Kublai Kapsalis at Rec-Cat studio

Cover by Olga Kann

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Gothic metal duo with male operatic vocals (low baritone).
Sigmund - voice and guitars
Melaer - keyboards and bass

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